Thursday, May 24, 2007
wth, meet the parents session..
its e same thing. all over again. idiot. maii father keep saying maii eng is LOUSY. thou mai chi is AS LOUSY. he rly vv sacarstic lah. i admit tt im not rly gd in maii languages can.. oso no nid to b lik tt one rite. wth. he sae coz of maii eng maii history n lit is affected.. wth. history u noe how to infer n elaborate can liao wad.. u can juz memorise e model ans n apply to it when it comes out during exam.. its juz tt maii memorising skills aint gd enuf n its all quit last min too.. -.- blame maiiself lor. n seriously im saying, he is RLYRLYRLY sacarstic. im lik so wadeva lor. n even if i wan to wadeva oso cannot lor. WTH. i do some minor action or wadeva hell he oso will bu shuang me, wad he expect lah. everyth i do oso muz see his face expression.. vv unfair lor. i can only sae tt LIFE IS UNFAIR,THE WORLD IS UNFAIR, PEOPLE ARE UNFAIR, EVERYTHING IS UNFAIR. im so freaked out lah. he critisises tt maii msn language r un-apprehensible.. its SUPPOSE to be lik tt. or everything else wld b seen by adults. right? diao. can i juz hv e freedom to write.. even i blog oso get scolded. wad the hell is this man. N, i DIDNT write shortforms in maii compre/compo/wadeva hell shit it is OK. im saying i WOLDNT do tt.. its juz when im typing i do this kinda languages lor. PUH-LEEZEEEE. who the hell wlb waste marks bcoz of this. only for some ppl i guess.. duh. but maii grammer is quite ok.. e thing is tt i juz dont know how to express maii thoughts/ use vocabs.. n speaking is a nono for me. but duh, of coz i nida speak... -.- but i prefer writing out/typing to speaking.. yea.. lame.. still, i think tt dey r unreasonable sometimes. dey juz dun realise it n keeps beating around e bush coz of still, ONE PATHETIC MINOR THING, lik nobody cares... for godness sake lah.. dey r wasting their time. n its making me miserable/sad/heart broken/depressed. i cant live to their expectations[wadeva] im not ur wadeva puppet tt u can scold to wheneva u wan. PUH-LEEZE. cant they juz THINK about maii feelings. or mayb they cant. coz i didnt show maii feelings out. i juz kept them in maii heart. everything. even if i look hack cared or giving those wadeva looks, but do u think i rly feel tt way? idiot. now when im at home, i rly feel lik goin out. staying at home SUCKS. bcoz of all of wad dey had said i rather go downstairs. i cant stand all these things... i dunnoe wad dey r thinking lor.. dey say im unappreaciative/wadeva hell impression dey hav on me... i was lik.. DID I..? den im already pissed off le lor.. SO BE IT LAH. u think of me lik this n i cant change ur way of thinking. diff ppl hv diff opinions/perspective. im saying e same thing lik b4.. DIAO.. dey r so demanding.. dunoe for wad lor.. its lik.. dey ask me to chng, why didnt dey think of chnging themselves first. ppl always think they r right. wth. now dey r already restricting me to certain lvl le lor. i can b considered being in a jail if dey r stricter. when i 'zi yan zi yu' dey oso wan to kaypo me lor. care so much for wad.. oso not their business. e things dey nid to care dun wan to care.. wth.. i wan to isolate maiiself oso CANNOT. wth is this again. im being control lik a puppet lor.. last time dey oso nv lik tt.. i dunoe wadthehack happen to them lor. freaking idiot.
after meet the parents session went to lot1 wit e rebellions except for wy e spoilsport. -.- ate kfc.. maii parents are complaining tt its unheathly, duh. sian diao. eh, when we finsihed eating.. we go walk arnd for awhile lor, den saw venus, so she juz tagged along lor. n wt hor, e senser kept beeping when she pass lor.. coz of e cd she brought for podcasting.. lol. 2 times leh ! hahas. n tt shortie guy !! HAHAHs. yt wanted me to post about him? hahas. but oso nth to sae leh. lol. anw, i saw him lik so lonely? mayb he got ps-ed by his frens ! HAHA. so mean, go laugh at him. LOL. oh, n we went arnd searching for guys coz of _ . HHAAHS. went back home n at around 6 went to attend piano lesson lor. finally, i didnt make alot of mistakes for 1 peice of sight reading. LOL. ok, tt one is damn easy so is lik duh lah. wohoo. learnt new song ~~ frm e new book !! yeayea. can prac for 2 weeks? LOl. nxt week dun hv, coz fifth week mah.. hahas. dunoe will b able to fisih learning anot? LOL ! sure can de lah. practice makes perfect. HAHAs. nicenice ~~ modern pop classical song? HHAHA.
tmr its holiday for us ~~ but e sec 4s still nid go to sch ! HAHAH. i 'xin zai le huo'-ing LOL. but i oso cannot go anw. lata get scolded again... HAIX..
i didnt drink wadeva but i kept wadeva-ing. HAHAHS. abnormal. HAHHAs.

life's so hard.
i feel lik dying.

im dreading to go home.